Labyrinth of Darkness

Why....

Why Have I Been Gone?

I have not posted in a while and I am sorry for that. I started a job a while back and once I became full time my life just became crazy but I have not stopped writing. Writing songs and poems will always be a part of my life. So I will start posting again. But I am gonna branch out a little bit and also write a little about what inspires me when I write too. So check back for some new updates. Thank You. 

Little Red Riding Hood

They call me little red riding hood,

Because I'm so small.

But if you make me angry,

I will turn into a wolf and break down all the walls.

Don't be deceived by my looks,

Or the fact that I read a lot of books.

Because I can get angry,

And be your worst nightmare.

I may look innocent,

But remember I have red hair.

I use to be small,

But I'm not anymore.

And I use to be innocent,

But that was before..

Before I was betrayed,

And my innocence died.

All because of a jerk,

That always lied.

But now I'm strong,

And have become tough.

I have been hurt so many times,

I decided I had enough.

I'm becoming the predator,

Instead of the prey.

I'm teaching myself to fight,

Instead of obey.

So Nobody Will Know

The room is hot,

With steam all around.

Even though I'm standing,

I feel bound to the ground.

Tears are falling,

Blinding me as they go.

I cry in the shower,

So nobody will know.

I don't want them to see me,

Falling apart.

I don't miss my ex,

But he did break my heart.

I'm trying to start over,

Start my life a new.

Eventually I will reach my goal,

But hopefully the journey is worth it too. 

Past, Present and Future

I'm just sitting here,

Thinking about my life.

The past, present and future,

How can I make it right.

The days feels so dark,

As dark as the night.

I'm looking out the window,

Staring at the sky.

I flashback to high school,

My very first day.

I wasn't just new to school,

I was new to the state. 

I walked into class,

And everybody stared.

I felt so out of place,

There and everywhere. 

I'm pulled back to the present,

When somebody calls my name.

I still feel out of place,

Even though it's not the same.

I look at them and listen,

But my mind isn't there.

I'm still thinking about my memories,

And not really here. 

My class is almost over, 

The clock is ticking down.

But I'm still stuck on campus,

Still stuck in this town.

I start thinking again,

About what could be.

I let it take over,

I let it take me. 

This time it's not the past,

It's a little ways ahead.

I'm staring at some ceiling,

Laying in some bed.

I hear some guys voice,

He walks into the room.

He kisses my forehead, 

And I realize he's my groom.

I suddenly feel happy,

Like my fears all went away.

Now I want to know,

When is this day.

Who is this guy, 

When and where do I meet him.

I'm pulled back to the present,

Cause class is over.

I pick up all my books,

And head out the door.

As I leave the room,

I bump into some guy.

I recognize his voice,

When he says Hi.

Not much to say about this poem, I wrote it a while ago. I love it though cause its not about heartbreak. It's about the possibility of meeting your dreams in reality. Let me know what you think. 

Labyrinth of Darkness

I thought we were perfect,

Our life was like a dream.

But then we went downhill,

And you blamed it on me.

You told me it's over,

There's no going back.

Goodbye is a hard word,

But you said it so fast.

It's the hardest word to say,

No matter how you try.

In a Labyrinth of Darkness,

It's hard to find the light. 

And now I'm all alone,

Sitting on my bed.

Looking at the wall,

Thinking what should I have said. 

I can't believe you left me like this,

Was it on purpose or an accident. 

This song is also about an ex of mine, I have had a lot of heartache in my life. But getting hurt inspires me to write songs. I have several songs about heartache. What do you do to get over a breakup? I write to get my emotions out. 

The Truth Is

This is a song/poem I started a long time ago but never finished. Sometimes I have a hard time finishing my songs/poems, I am not sure why. 

Cutting all the lines,

Making all the marks.

Listening to your lies,

And all your rude remarks. 

You said my dreams were useless,

That it wasn't worth it.

That I wouldn't make it at all,

But the truth is...

You can't keep me down,

No matter how you try.

You can't keep me down,

So give up all your lies.

You think you have the power,

But you don't.

You told me to give up...

But I won't.

I wrote this song about an ex that hurt me, he never believed in me or my dreams. But I will never give up on my dreams!

Have you had somebody put down your dreams? Did you give up? Or push forward to prove them wrong?

Introduction:

I just wanted to write something really quick to tell you about this blog. I'm creating this page so that I can post songs, poems and lyrics that either I write or love. Music is a huge part of my life, it inspires me everyday. I have been writing poems and lyrics since I was little. I had a poem of mine published when I was about 11 or 12 years old. Ever since then I have never stopped writing. Most of what I write is about my life experiences. 

I write about my life, my heartache and my happiness. Music is an outlet for me, it lets me express my emotions. I have written several songs, and I love to create music on my laptop to go with them. I have several songs completed, I may include some of those on here. But that is just a short introduction. Now to get to the poems and lyrics. 

If you love music and poems then check out my future posts. Subscribe, comment and share if you would like. I would love to know some feedback on what I write. Thank you.